bittersweet.memories-

2007-06-03T23:46:00.001+08:00

my new blog!
it shud work pretty fine if u're using mozilla. but i dunno for IE. looks ok on my IE thou..

bonniebutterfly

2007-05-30T00:09:00.000+08:00

this place is shifting! soon.

2007-05-05T23:53:00.000+08:00

i got in!!! *shrieks!* =) i thot e letter was nvr gg to come...but it did! =) now i jus hv to convince mama to let me go stay in a hostel...n this time i hv vincent n jocelyn on my side too =) mama's resolve seems to be breaking..hehe =)

my workload is getting crazy....one day i went to work n found 60 emails....nearly drived me crazy...on fridae jus before i went home i received a few emails frm a very pissed off colleague...was intending to reply her to clear up e misunderstandings but den i thot maybe i shud jus let her remain pissed over e wkend...those adults dun seem to make up their minds...too many deadlines n too many last min changes..

besides pandan road is awfully far..i chalked up $250 for my cab fare this wk..luckily i'm not e one paying =) besides this way i can send jocelyn to work too =) but still i take 1 hr by cab to reach my workplace...at first i wasn't used to sitting in a car for an entire hour.. and twice a day too..and i started popping mints jus so i wouldn't get carsick..but now i'm pretty much used to e long rides..thou i still try to avoid cabs dat look really old n rickety =)

social life has gone to a new low n i finally went out todae...fell in love with a pair of mango jeans..90 bucks...argh!!! when's e nxt mango sale!??!

peekaboo with tritri in bedok library =)

2007-04-27T22:46:00.000+08:00

i waited 2 wks for johnny's day!! 2 wks!! i even made my dad promised to give up e remote control for today...n den i found out in e morning dat i had to do OT...why OT today!!! jus to rush out 30 reports.. @$%^*)%!*)@&*()&^)@*&%&$()!!!!!!

i so wan to kill somebody T_T

e past few wks hv been really quiet at home...no one to bother me =) but this wk everyone has come back home =/ my tv time taken over by daddy. my computer time taken over by vincent. n so ytd for e first time in a few gazillion yrs i actually went to sleep at 10!

and e house is too noisy T_T

e 2nd one's disappointing =( see wad happens when jin is not arnd..

2007-04-25T09:57:00.000+08:00

e love of my life is back frm LA =)
n this friday is johnny's day =)

Blooming Wildflower

2007-04-15T22:01:00.000+08:00

went out with e gers ytd..highlight of e day: cam-whoring in front of zara lyk we were a couple of cheena tourists..lol =) n gg home with tritri..it's good dat tri is now staying in bedok...finally! someone to go home with me =)

n i'm bloody worried cus dere's no news abt jin. he was supp to be back 3 days ago.. =(

80's music, x-japan n trot

2007-04-06T10:34:00.000+08:00

breakfast with bren at 7am. swensens became terrible hawker fare but at least e porridge was yummy =) vincent's left for taiwan..gonna be our turn to go off soon! 2 more hrs! =) last-min shopping at vivocity before i go =)

i wan complain! how come a n c r so lucky! how come! i'm gonna grab astri when i come back..n thank u b =)

time is a big cheater.

2007-04-03T00:44:00.000+08:00

we had dinner at fish n co =) sans daddy. it's gg to b a long time before we eat tgt again.

i'll be gone on friday! can't wait..vincent's gg taiwan on friday too =) poor navy bois. 5 days to taiwan on e rocky sea..e entire ship is gg to get seasick..

this mth's horoscope for scorpio says to be selfish. rite.. =)

press e stupid green button

2007-03-30T08:41:00.000+08:00

when darren picked me to be his opponent, i went lyk "oh shit". why me?! i'm e smallest one in e class lah! jocelyn told me aftwards she was praying for me lol =) got thrown over so many times T_T by e end of class i had a bloodied elbow n a very big bruise on my thigh..n i almost vomited cus i still hvn recovered...but jocelyn offered to piggyback me home =) she almost made me sprain my ankle when she dropped me on e floor..

i overdosed on ventolin n now my hands are too weak to hold anything..thot i would get better quickly so i kip taking more n more ventolin..aiya =/

Duncan offered me curry puffs today =) lol

2007-03-28T15:33:00.000+08:00

no more juggling 2 jobs! finally left schenker ytd...even work OT till 8 to clear all my current work so e new temp will hv an easier time...first time i work OT! =) but now i dunno wad to do aft work..way too much time left...hopefully training starts nxt wk so i can start working longer hrs =) but duncan is leaving on friday! ah well...no more angmoh eye candy..

lately we've started playing all e lil kiddish games. i'm e queen of ludo!! n mummy wins snakes n ladders everytime. n jocelyn loses every single game. =) or else we'll be watching tim burton's movies. willy wonka =) jack skellington =) i love tim burton n his sadistic movies =)

chewing gum is very gross
chewing gum i hate the most

the house's gonna be empty in april. vincent's gone. daddy's gone. mummy jocelyn joyce all gone. =)

i'm starting to dread phone calls.

2007-03-20T19:19:00.000+08:00

tuesday turned out fine aftall...but i'm still regreting not calling azlan back..aiyo =(

but anyway,
I GOT MY OWN ROOM!! =) my own rm! my new colleagues kip popping in to say "hi nemo!" cus my lil office has glass panels all arnd =) my own fish tank. n aft work i can walk over to east coast park. I LOVE PARKWAY! n astri works jus 18 floors below me =) chit chat with astri aft work n den adeline came to find us too =) i wan to be a cashier lyk astri...looks damn fun lah =) so glad i'm gg to meet e gers tmr..it's a long overdued outing =) n i can go visit my PC ppl too =)

10 days left n i hv not registered =/

told my father to go make me a cup of milo cus i didn't wan him to see wad i was typing. he really came back with a cup of milo for me. i'm so stunned.

he's mine n i nvr wanted to share

2007-03-17T23:27:00.000+08:00

happy to see all e guys out frm ns
maybe not hongji since he insults me everytime we meet =X
n happy dat for once we picked a good movie
n i hvn been to clarke quay for a longlong time =)

now dat i'm leaving schenker
i've gotten on really well with e women
AR dotes on me
n AP treats me really nice
n tri! they can't stand e new temp cus she's really slow n clumsy
think they miss tritri lyk crazy
e bloody gay in e office hates me thou
which makes me very happy since i can't stand e sight of him
n i'll be gone before he comes back frm his leave =)

and i dread tuesday.

make too many promises n get into trouble.

2007-03-14T22:57:00.000+08:00

i got a 13 per hr job
but i dun feel lyk taking it up at all
i'm nuts
sensibility is a dirty word
priorities is worse
now dun call me joyce anymore

everyone's conspiring to tie me down.

joyce wans to hv fun too =(

2007-03-12T21:16:00.000+08:00

i'll return myself back to me
soon.

i hate waiting

2007-02-26T22:43:00.000+08:00

i thot UGLY was e answer
it only made things worse
HEADACHE HEADACHE HEADACHE
aiya =(

i hvn bought an entertainment mag in 5 yrs
but todae i bought i weekly
all bcus wuzun was on e cover
!!!
i must be turning bonkers
i kip telling everyone 大東 is cuter
now i'm crazy over wuzun =X

i wan to be a boi in my nxt life =)

2007-02-25T22:45:00.000+08:00

taiwan breakfast
bliss =)

dreamgirls is..not too bad lah..
jus dat e singing is waaaay too much
n dun call me emo lah!
sounds very paul twohill =X

omg too coincidental..tj ep 1 6/7

2007-02-22T22:32:00.000+08:00

if i hv wu zun as a fitness instructor
i'll go to e gym everyday =)
NAH.
i'll leave wu zun to e other gers.
zhuo yi quan for me pls =)
my ideal =)

subrina's off till nxt wk
which makes me a very happy lady

=)

2007-02-20T02:08:00.000+08:00

me? anego?!
i'm feeling old...
i wan to be a kid again =)

happy chinese new yr!

no more disturbances

2007-02-17T00:02:00.000+08:00

ignore my last post
i got back my fone =)
*kowtows to tritri*
i'm gonna go out n buy a handfone strap tmr
n perpetually carry it arnd with me
i dun trust my blur self anymore =)

went back to cchms today!
cchms is a gazillion times prettier den mj
n they finally renovated e cca block =)
yue is useless! =X
let's go back n drop in on flora's class one day =)

why is edmund in e same platoon as kah cheng!?!?!
whywhywhy!!! how can!!?
sg is so bloody small T_T

dun bother.

2007-02-15T22:38:00.000+08:00

I WAN BACK MY FONE!!!
it's not stolen but no one noes where it is
PEK CHEK

she found my fone
n pass it to e receptionist
but i hv no idea which company she works in
dere are 245724 buildings in dat place
how m i gg to ask every single reception counter
where my fone is!?!?
why did she give my fone to e receptionist!!
why didn't she jus kip it n wait for me to call her
why did she off it??
n she didn't leave her contact no either. =(

GOD.
EXTREMELY BAD DAE.
found out dat my fone went missing AGAIN
n subrina dat old witch didn't wan to let me go to e warehouse
I HATE HER! =(
n no tritri. no wendy no dawn.
stuck in e office with old ladies.
almost died.

i got a tiny request k.
if u're free pls call my fone
please please please.
lyk once every hour
n if so luckily u find out dat my fone has been switched on
PLEASE TELL ME.
please help me call k!

oh n if u wan to contact me
call my mum's fone.
it's my old no..
if u dunno ask tri or lai.

i'm in depression.

2007-02-14T21:37:00.000+08:00

went to work n found out
OH SHIT TODAE SUPPOSE TO GO WAREHOUSE!!
n i was inappropriately dressed..
e place was hot n very dusty
n we spent e entire day digging for dirty papers
n to top it off I LOST MY FONE....sort of.
PERFECT VALENTINE'S DAY

crying in e airport
didn't wanna tell my family
i lost another handfone due to my klutziness
n didn't felt lyk gg home either..
thank u tritri for accompanying me
i noe it's difficult to comfort a twit lyk me =)
wendy too..went to call up so many ppl
jus so she could contact e guy in e warehouse..

if tri hadn't told me to call home
i would hv cried all e way home.
told my mum i lost my hp
n she told me SOMEONE HAD ALRDY FOUND MY FONE
all dat crying for nothing =/
but i must hv been a really funny sight on e bus
puffy eyes red nose n super big grin on my face
nxt time if u see me grinning silly
ignore me
jus feeling really happie =)
i was trying to stop myself frm laughing out loudly on e bus

thou i couldn't go out bcus i didn't hv my fone
but i'm jus glad i'll be getting my fone back tmr..
too precious =)
thank you amy n joanne whoever e 2 of u are =)
doesn't matter dat it's my 18th date-less valentine's day.
(stop laughing at me eric!)
as long as wendy gets to celebrate for me n tri =)

dun tie me down.

2007-02-13T23:18:00.000+08:00

went chinatown with my mama n aunties
was arguing with my mama in front of a mochi stall
was angry dat she wouldn't allow me to go walk arnd myself
n let me do my own shopping while they did theirs
my mum won anyway
n she turn n walked off to find my aunties
i stood dere feeling really really crossed
n den this guy suddenly handed me a mochi sweet
i looked at him feeling very paiseh
i think he had heard our entire conversation
n was taking pity on me
seeing that i was stuck with a bunch of aunties
n i was carrying all their shopping bags
leaving them very free to shop
leaving me regreting to accompany them
but at least dat nice mochi guy cheered me up a lil =)
so i jus advertise for them a bit
e mochi stall outside people's park complex sells really nice mochi
go buy frm them okie =)

i dun think i could possibly face e office ladies without tri.
sorrie tritri i shouldn't hv left u dere alone todae =(
we're jus some temps! why can't they let us go?
haiz.

but it's not wad i'm waiting for anymore.

2007-02-13T00:32:00.000+08:00

no work tmr! =)
yay finally i can sleep in..
hehe..poor tritri...
dun worrie tritri i'll bring RAIN along when i come back
todae i made 97813141814 fone calls at work
times passes quickly when u're on e fone
but i miss e photocopy room =)

new yr shopping is almost done!
kinda..
jus dat mummy's not very pleased
what with an entirely brown color code
n a very short skirt =X

my music shuts out unwanted noise. dun pluck out my earfones.

2007-02-11T00:03:00.000+08:00

i'm stupid lah.
terribly foolish.
n my foolishness will last a while more.
it's ok. i feel happie acting stupid. =)

thanks to peijun for trying to set up a date for me
lol. cheeky ger =)

默默在你的身后守侯的我
多想看你不经意的笑容
或许我的心你不懂
我努力让你感动
在你眼中有多么笨拙的我
决不放弃追逐你的执着
只要你能再多些回应我
一个笑或点头全接受
能不能再靠近一点点
大声说出你所有感觉
别在紧紧关在只有自己的世界
温暖太阳为你迎接
能不能再靠近一点点
能不能再勇敢一点点
就算让我知道我永远只是单恋
我也会藏着感谢
笑着和你说再见

rojak day.

2007-02-09T20:29:00.000+08:00

happie cus tmr's sat n i dun hv to go back to e office
happie cus i dun need to wake up early
happie cus i wun be seeing aunties tmr

n it's good to hear ur voice again =)

2007-02-08T23:33:00.000+08:00

irene thinks i'm a peranakan
"eh u're not pure chinese rite..are u a baba?"
BABA?!?!
for e ignorant...baba = male peranakan..
lol i take it that she means i look lyk i got mixed blood lah =)

found e dongbangshingi biscuits!!
check their entire stock only to realise
they hv none with hero's face...very upset.
NO STOCK. =(

met ivy on e bus home..
she earns $20 bucks an hour teaching korean kids.
i'm very jealous lol =)
it was jus 2 yrs ago when we had steamboat at ivy's house during cny.
now we're all busy ppl =(
i miss being a student.

which reminds me..
O levels results are out tmr!
good luck to all e kids frm work =)

i clean forgotten =) no hopes no wishes!

2007-02-07T23:04:00.000+08:00

very contented to stay in the e photocopying room
it's not dat cold
n dere's rarely anyone inside
n it means i dun hv to make fone calls =)
n me n tri can slack a bit in dere =)
AND TRITRI!! i wan ur boss.

shop with tri aft work ytd
IF I KNEW I WAS GG TO GET DAT PAIR OF SHOES
I WOULD HV GOT IT LONG AGO
$@()!@&$*()%&@$!!!!!!!
dat pair of shoes was meant for me lah =)
n we saw joycie! thou she didn't see us...
lol.. =)

on purpose to spite me? or insensitvity? or? i need assurance.

2007-02-04T00:09:00.000+08:00

I LOST MY FOUR LEAF CLOVER =(

too fast

2007-02-01T22:28:00.000+08:00

生病了!
woke up very sick todae
n very cold
bad weather =(
at least i fell sick aft e roadshow

me n peijun
she may be younger den me but she's taller! =(

tmr i'll be gg to schenker
feeling kinda apprehensive
looking forward to seeing tritri
but not looking forward to making fone calls =X
maybe i could lyk pretend i was calling customers
but actually call up ppl to gossip instead =)

let me die at 50

2007-02-01T00:40:00.000+08:00

todae we ended at 6..
but no one wanted to leave..
jus kept waiting arnd for e rest to finish work too
n den started camwhoring n exchanging emails n fone nos.
aiya. =(

when i had alrdy finished packing
was slacking in some corner
when e cute ITE boi came over n talk to me =)
was damn happie lah
we chatted for damn long
but den i only realised i didn't noe his name aft he left
WASTED!! =(
bren's rite..ITE>poly>jc
lol =)

accompanied kelvin to eat his lunch aft dat...
dat poor boi
had to deal with so many customers
when me n peijun went to eat

dinner at bk
cups arranged according to owner's height =)

n e cute kid himself =)

好累噢

2007-01-30T22:43:00.000+08:00

love a n b =)
they came to find me todae
last dae tmr!
n i jus found out dere's gg to be another roadshow again at funan
n they're gonna work at dat roadshow too
gosh i'm missing peijun n kelvin alrdy =)

Cry On My Shoulder

If the hero never comes to you
If you need someone, you're feeling blue
If you're away from love, and you're alone
If you call your friends, and nobody's home
You can run away but you can't hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I show you there's a destiny
The best things in life
They're free

But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

If your sky is grey oh let me know
There's a place in heaven where we'll go
If heaven is a million years away
Oh just call me and I make your day
When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay here by your side
I promise you I'll never hide

What real love can do
What love can do
What real love can do
What love can do
What real love can do
What love can do

this song is frm german idol 2003 =)
i love this song

gratitude

2007-01-29T00:25:00.000+08:00

todae is jianwen's last dae
we call him jianhao cus he looks lyk vanness =)
even thou he's e oldest among e four of us
he's jus as kiddish
will be upset when e rdshow is over
e promoters are all really nice ppl
n we're lyk a bunch of crazy kids
sometimes i think e customers think we're idiots
cus we're always acting spastic =)
n even thou they bully me cus i'm e shortest
i'll still miss working with them
no more calls of "xiaomei!"
no more food partys
no more using attennas to poke each other =X
3 more daes to end of roadshow =(

but den soon i'll work with tritri!
5 more daes to being tritri's colleague =)

shocked abt xuweilun's death..
totally unexpected..
she wasn't suppose to die jus lyk dat..
too young.. =(

things are jus gg so wrong at home

2007-01-26T22:33:00.000+08:00

rdshows are very fun!
working at funan is a lot crazier
promoters get a lot of freedom
no one bothers us
plus everyone is so frenly
all e uncles dere are nice to bully =)

my shoes came todae!
all e way frm taiwan
my first time online shopping
amazingly it's still super cheap
aft adding in all e additional charges its lyk only 20
shoes dat no one else has for only 20 bucks

super happy. edmund is out todae! =)))))))))))))))))))

2007-01-24T22:02:00.000+08:00

went back to skool todae!
look at e 4 of us making monkey faces at e back =)
i kinda miss school. lol

BIG misunderstanding. my bad my bad =)

2007-01-23T16:58:00.000+08:00

think someone got hit at eunos mrt
was stuck in e train with no aircon n no lights
den they started evacuating everyone thru e emergency door
e entire windscreen had this really huge crack
when i left eunos station e civil defence ppl had alrdy arrived
super efficient
i think paramedics look really cool in their uniform =)
makes me wan to be a paramedic too

calm me down. i need to hit somebody

2007-01-23T01:21:00.000+08:00

dinner at popeyes with em n tri
but emily left so early =(
me n tri were one arm length away frm rain
no bodyguards n no fans to block us
how lucky =)
but i rather hero instead of rain leh
n his eyes are BIGGER den bren's =x
go to shir's blog!

suffering frm kindaichi withdrawal symptoms
finished watching everything
how to find kindaichi now
they dun sell it nomore =(

我放棄了他溫暖的手, 選擇你冰涼的手.

2007-01-21T22:57:00.000+08:00

i watched 7 episodes of 流星花園 during work todae
e acting was terrible
i can't believe i'm watching such an old show
but at least time passed a lot faster

off day tmr!
maybe i'll go cycling at ecp =)

杉菜喜歡的始終是花澤類.

2007-01-21T00:27:00.000+08:00

dun feel happie dun feel happie dun feel happie
dun feel happie dun feel happie dun feel happie
dun feel happie dun feel happie dun feel happie

=(

as much as i love my workplace
i feel weird dere
e older ones are way older den me
e younger guys are lyk lil bois
generation gap
i feel old talking to them

n i hate lunching alone!
i feel really self-conscious

n e nimzy cracked todae
dunno wad happen to it
jus went crazy n started overheating

n he's a jerk

AIYA
jus dun feel happie

joan saes tmr will be a better dae
i think so too.
she jus uploaded entire dramas to e laptop
more reason for me to slack during work =)

promises are meant to be broken.

2007-01-20T01:14:00.000+08:00

too bored at home le =(
hv started digging out all my shows
currently watching 金田一
amazingly e first epi i watched actually has a ko-chan cameo =)
extremely happie
anyone has more doramas to lend me?
help me to pass time..

ytd i conned domy...feel so bad =x
but still must thank domy..
THANK YOU DOMY =)

todae we learnt..to jump arnd while whacking ppl
lol not really..
but didn't do too badly in class..
at least i did manage to kick jocelyn on my first try =)

*

dun understand how come it's my fault this time
it's not easy pleasing everyone
it's time i stop thinking for everyone
n start thinking how to please myself instead
&%!@#&%(@$(_^*
bad week
i need to scream

*

i dun want to noe everything abt u
i dun care when u're gg ns
stop bothering me n go away

e world seems really bleak todae..where's my sunshine?

2007-01-17T00:50:00.000+08:00

happie todae
tritri did come
astri did come
n jacinda barrett is awfully pretty

i regret calling uncle vincent
i'm gonna miss ps
argh!! *bangs head*

if only everything i told ziyu was true =x

2007-01-13T01:48:00.000+08:00

chalet's over..
time to start work

i love my job!
even thou it's super boring
n my legs r aching
i get to chat online watch movies play games =)
n i got adorable colleagues
e olders ones are always sneaking out to smoke
e younger ones are always sneaking out to eat
n e entire shop loves msn =)

went for mma again todae
got thrown on e floor a lot of times =(
OUCH
my instructor whacked me a lot of times too
but lessons are fun..
i get to strangle ppl =)

i hate e rain!
made jocelyn slipped on e wet stairs
n she pulled me
n i fell down e whole flight of stairs
my leg's bleeding
BUT SHE DIDN'T GET A SCRATCH
not fair =(

thou i lost u..but i still found u..
but now i'm dreading e day when i lose u..and i never find u again =(

2007-01-05T23:42:00.000+08:00

we went mos ytd! finally..
dunno wad's e hype all abt
maybe cus i only sit dere
ahma was feeling shy
n was worrying dat her bones may break frm too much shaking
k if i didn't get dragged onto e dancefloor i would hv happily be sitting dere
but den on e dancefloor i get to see how guys get laid
wj u rocks lah =)
p.s. dun ask me to dxo nxt week =x

walk arnd entire clarke quay looking for e mma academy
walk till my shoes lan diao le
finally found it in some hole
looks interesting but ouch =(
looking forward to being thrown in class =)

i need..bus concession..desperately..

2007-01-01T16:46:00.000+08:00

happie new yr! =)
no sense of dread this yr since i dun hv to go back to skool on wed =)
went to edwin's place for our annual party
i was e bunny!
vincent made my ears for me =)

was chatting with adeline
n i let eugene talk to her
almost got a heart attack when i heard wad he said

i'm still missing jin. =(

2006-12-30T01:41:00.000+08:00

had our training todae
den went running at east coast!
wanted to run to bedok jetty but our legs gave up first
was reminded of our chalet last yr..
e first nite when we went to e lagoon for supper..
cycling back to ryan's house to see snoopy..
suddenly i wish our chalet would be at east coast instead of changi
changi no pretty beaches =(

was stoning n e waves crept up on me
shoes got submerged in water T_T
n shorts got wet too..
but aft e super long walk back to parkway i was pretty dry le =)
by e time we reach adel's house it was 9
time for makeup lesson! haha =)
k no choice. got to wear makeup to work
but i'm still very terrible
but we had fun anyway =)

微笑再美再甜不是你的都不特别
眼泪再苦再咸有你安慰又是晴天
靠的再近再贴少了拥抱就算太远
全世界只对你有感觉
玩的再疯再野你瞪一眼我就收敛
马路再宽再远只要你牵就很安全
我会又乖又黏温柔体贴绝不敷衍
我只对你有感觉

e rain did go away =)

2006-12-29T00:25:00.000+08:00

got drag out at 730 by jocelyn
she said i was to be her talent for their commercial
i ended up doing free labour too
filming equipment is enuff to kill me
started filming at NLB till e security guard chased us =(
so we filmed at one fullerton instead
so not fun
since i was acting as an abused girl
got face paint all over
e security guard thot i got beaten up =)

met adeline at parkway n we bought a whole bag of snacks!
picnic at east coast!
supposedly.
we spent a long time loitering arnd parkway
waiting for e rain to stop
even sat in popular for a really long time reading russell lee
den when it finally stopped raining
we were walking along e beach looking for somewhere to sit
when adel said "ahma! is it starting to rain again?"
me : "it's getting heavier! run!"
k. no use running.
we both got drenched n adel's slippers got stuck in e grass. twice.
lol. =)
when we finally reach a shelter i realised i had an umbrella T_T
made our way to mac n had hot milo =)
very wet but very happy n very exciting n very fun. =)

went back to mph to find slacker astri who was talking on e job
tsktsk. =)
den walked to adel's house
her dogs are scary lah!
but super adorable
fred perry got bitten by twinkle
ouch. haha =)
had dinner at this lovely place called black canyon

rain rain go away
come again another day =)

how did things change so quickly in 1 week?

2006-12-27T16:14:00.000+08:00

was ready to leave e house
when i decided to check my fone
lucky i did. turns out we couldn't go down todae =(
ended up sitting in front of e tv
face all made up
legs propped on e table
playing ps2
quite a pretty sight =)

need to sort out my thots.
things getting a lil messy..

stinging

2006-12-26T15:48:00.000+08:00

e past few daes has been pretty fun
met up with simin weiting yiting for sushi!
n went to find darling astri
went shopping with adel
n went to watch deathnote 2 (midnite movie!!) with vincent
n ytd had to be e best dae =)
we went to e clinic to find joycie!!
a lil boring lah...but still got to meet e gers =)
n den we went to forbidden city to find ivan
all e gers have started wearing makeup.
guess now dat most of us hv started working
it's become sort of a necessity

which reminds me.
i'm starting work tml!!
thurs to be exact
tml got training..den maybe adel's gonna come to my house

suddenly i feel lyk playing mahjong
but no one's free =(

u call it history. i call it beautiful memories.

2006-12-20T18:05:00.000+08:00

my mum's driving me crazy
i've been doing e same thing to her too
jus before we got onto e ship dat dae
we got into a huge fight too
e result was my fone batt ended up in e rubbish bin
so i hvn been able to use my panasonic fone
i miss my fone =(
n i hate being at home

but come fridae..
they'll be gg away for christmas =)
n i'll be alone =)
no one to nag me =)
no one to bother where i'll be gg =)
no curfew =)
suddenly things are looking rosier =)

christmas presents are a big headache T_T

the way we laughed

2006-12-19T00:07:00.000+08:00

i love my fred perry!!
n he loves me too.. =) well he has to..i own him..
I LOVE U FRED PERRY u pretty lil thing!!
i'm amazed at myself..
no heartache at all..

met up with adeline again todae!!
n we were gonna visit astri too..
BUT ASTRI U PS-ED US!!
n left us stranded in orchard in e pouring rain!!
lol! astri u cheat our feelings T_T
stop raining alrdy!!
it's spoiling my holiday!!

had a great talk with adeline
no gossip really.. =)
rite at e fountain in far east
n she got me thinking bt lots of stuff
n made me happie for a while
yay adeline's nice to talk to..
haha..she's adorable!
n we're both happie gers todae =)

funny how time goes by..if only i could turn back time..

2006-12-16T00:31:00.000+08:00

accompanied adel to do her hair todae
wah she's looking prettier n prettier!!
i wanna do my hair too..

den we went walking arnd orchard
n i got to eat my ramen!! at far east
e ramen is damn nice!! must go try ppl...
supposed to buy stuff tgt
but in e end i went home emptyhanded
but adel bought so much stuff lol
walked frm heeren to far east to cine n back to heeren n den to ps
legs aching..
but very happy =)

shall go visit astri somedae =)

i'll continue holding on...for a lil while more.

2006-12-07T13:00:00.000+08:00

prom fotos!! =)

me!!

astri my beloved maid

big eyes!

joycies!!!

tritri =)

our pretty princess

aimeilee

e guys peeling prawns for us

table full of prawns!!

my prawns =)

lailai

laobu n erzi

ivan my trusty chauffeur...u smiled!

i love hongji's eyes

darling 3o4!

rite now i wanna murder bren..simply uploading these few pics took me so long..
how did she upload all her pics??!!!?!?!? stunned..

at lai's party

happie b'dae lai! thou it's a lil early =)

todae went for e air force talk
BORING
maybe it wouldn't be so boring if i was 4cm taller =)
but m i glad i went?
yes i'm glad..aft hearing wad my erzi said (wipe dat smirk off ur face ivan!)
it's nothing amorous
n den we went for e interview
shud start working le
shudn't stay at home n slack or quarrel with mummy all dae long anymore
will be good to go out n earn some money =)

going off tml!!i love e sea!!
so i found out one of e place i'm stopping at is phuket.
supposedly a great place for shopping for clothes =)
hv no idea where else we 're stopping at
or when i'm coming back
but i also found out i'm bunking with vincent n edwin
big surprise
we'll party e whole nite! =)

it was a beautiful day

2006-12-05T00:27:00.000+08:00

curling rods
whoever invented curling rods is a genius
i love curling rods!!
n ivy-jie too =)
suddenly my hair looks a gazillion times nicer =)
i shud hv trusted ivy rite frm e start
nvm it's still not too late..

prom is tml!!
hv fun ppl!
drink more martinis at MoS!! =)

what an amazing butterfly

2006-12-03T21:27:00.000+08:00

went to visit adeline n her angmoh boss todae!
lol =)
IT fair this year was terrible!!
everywhere also mj ppl
but a lot of cute bois =)
hehe
it's always best to go on e last dae
they start throwing in so much free stuff

dat jc guy rocks
he actually managed to lose so much weight
jealous jealous jealous
now if only i could persuade my mum to stop cooking my meals
hence i hv to be outdoors everyday to escape her cooking
if only i could get jocelyn to go run with me
but she's always busy
it's boring to run alone =(
to convince me not to lose weight
vincent actually told me guys prefer girls who are too fat over girls who are too skinny
he said gers who are too skinny are freaky
bad attempt
i'm losing weight so i can get attached mah
i'm losing weight so i can look lyk a bamboostick =)
okie not dat bad lah
i jus miss being skinny =(

prom is in 2 daes!
i'll be glad when it's over =)
i rather wear my shorts n tee n go play at e beach
looking pretty is hard work
no more dresses aft prom!
no more heels no more makeup

nxt week i'll be living on e seas!
1 week of sunshine =)
n fine dining
n karaoke sessions
yes we're secretly plotting to make edwin
sing dat hideous 'lao shu ai da mi' song (heehee!)
n watching e sunrise
n mahjong
n ice cream
n seafood buffet
but why no jocelyn!!!! =(
jus me vincent edwin ain't good enuff
they'll gang up on me!!! =(
but at least we get to hang out again =)

one last time. but i missed it.

2006-12-02T21:08:00.000+08:00

dress: $55
shoes: $29.50
accessories: still purchasing =x

i've alrdy spent 85++ bucks on prom
n i'm still spending more
damn u eekee =x
$61.65..u rox lah

todae went shopping on my own!
felt lyk a taitai
somehow everything looks very pleasing to e eye
n ended up buying a lot of stuff
shopping alone is e best way to shop =)

butterflies and stripes

2006-12-01T23:28:00.000+08:00

SILK
silk will kill me
why is silk so bloody ex!!?
aunties drive a super good bargain
remind me to nvr become one..
thou i didn't get e silk one
at least i got e dress settled..
now for shoes..n i need a bag..n accessories..n...
hiaz.

loojean's coming tml!
but i wanna go sun-tanning
but i'm gonna see adeline tml! =)

each place serve as a painful reminder. i hate sg. too small.

2006-11-28T20:54:00.000+08:00

my fone is finally repaired!!
sounds as good as new =)
went to ikea while i was waiting
i love their pencils!!
van n weiwei used to give me ikea pencils =)
n e sweddish mart rocks too =)

oh 1 week to prom
n most of e gers hv got their dresses
m i very slow? =x
feel kinda lost in e shopping malls
no idea wad to buy

met shirlynn!
suddenly walk in front of me
kenna stunned
but still so happie to see her =)
hvn seen any of e other gers for very long le
but i gonna see tritri! =) yay =)

hope! at last =)

2006-11-27T23:21:00.000+08:00

if i had a yul goon i would be very very extremely happie
dun need to find boifren le =)
jus need a yul goon who'll listen to all my complaints
and will comfort me n do stuff to make me happie
n always be dere for me
who wans to be my yul goon? =)

my hair is turning out better =)
but i still feel lyk cutting shorter
makes my head feel lighter
but mama almost killed me when i went back to cut my hair
so if i cut again..
she wun speak to me for a week
maybe i'll dye it also..
den she wun speak to me for a month =)

i packed my room.threw out 5 bags of rubbish
watched all e shows i wanted to watch.played all e games
and i'm hv almost zilch for entertainment now
i wan mahjong sessions!! i wan to go to e beach!!
e sun must have melted my brain
bcus i actually took a book out n went to sit by e swimming pool
n fell asleep on e deck chairs
i didn't get burnt thou! =)
mind jus got a lil fuzzy
I MISS STUDYING!! =(
no i dun. i jus feel super bored.
anyone wans to go learn kickboxing with me?

checked for chalet dates..
pasir ris n sentosa chalets in are available frm 19 dec onwards
before dat everywhere else is fully booked
n for changi chalets..earliest date is 7 jan 0_0
how how???

balloons ~ "i grew up too much"

2006-11-24T01:31:00.000+08:00

spent 3 daes at alvin's cus he ruined my hair
aiyo i'm missing my old hair T_T
it's horrendous n very very short :(
but since it's so short i might as well jus cut it shorter
den spike it. n get pink highlights too!
heh. kidding.. =)

one fine day [ytd actually.. =)]
decided to go to e panasonic building
to repair my fone
but den i had no idea where e panasonic building was
so i was really regretting when i ended up in queensway
so clever me decided to walk around queensway
but i ended up in bukit merah
was so desperate alrdy
since my fone batt die-ded
stuck in bukit merah alone
no idea how to go home
so imagine my joy when i looked up n saw e panasonic building
OMG!! so smart
anyhow walk also manage to find it
but then huh
i didn't bring my receipt didn't bring warranty card
so turns out i hv to find my way back dere again some other dae
and so much for being smart
saw bus 14 n was so happie i jus boarded e bus
was on some highway when it suddenly occured to me
dat i could hv taken e wrong direction
n ta-dah! i did take e wrong direction T_T
got down at some normanton park
ended up hving to walk a few kilometres across e highway to get to e opp side

*

yul had to spent his b'dae watching shin n chae-gyung tgt =(
poor yul!!
i still lyk yul better..
yul listens to chae-gyung. yul is always dere to comfort chae-gyung.
although yul may be too persistent
at least he would nvr treat chae-gyung unkindly
n best of all...
yul is prettier than shin.
so he wins hands down =)
actually huh..i dun mind if my other half is not pretty
i'll jus groom my son into a pretty boi!! =)

*

suddenly i dun feel lyk gg prom =X
a bit lazy to hv to go search fo r all e stuff
plus alvin ruined my hair too
neh. :)

my regrets were too late too.

2006-11-19T01:41:00.000+08:00

happie b'dae to me!! =)

my miserable 18th b'dae
was spent alone at home packing my room
no cake =(
how come everyone celebrate early but on e actual dae no one bothered? =(
actually i dun expect celebrations anymore
lyk always planning for other ppl but no one plans mine
daddy didn't even noe it was our b'dae T_T
it's 5 pm le but he's somewhere outside
n he still has no idea his daughters b'dae is todae
still a b'dae is jus another dae..
grow up le lyk not dat important to celebrate le huh
edwin saes 'big girl dun sulk' lol..

a big thank you to those who remembered my b'dae! =)
esp e 304 gers too =)

*

started packing my room at 9pm 18 nov.
now it's 5 pm 19 nov n i'm still packing
only slept frm 4.30am to 8
veri veri tired
but my room's not done!!
jocelyn laughed at me cus she said my shelves are filled with tys
while hers is filled with cake recipes
she pointed at my shelf n said "life of a nerd"
so i pointed at hers n said "life of a housewife"
she clammed up and walked away =)

*

waited for ur msg e whole dae but it nvr came
jus made my b'dae a lot worse
wadever happen to all e promises?
didn't seem important to u huh.
but it was very important to me =(

*

yay i love this song =)

how did i fall in love with u?

Remember when, we never needed each other
The best of friends like
Sister and Brother
We understood, we'd never be,
Alone

Those days are gone, and I want so much
The night is long and I need your touch
Don't know what to say
I never meant to feel this way
Don't want to be
Alone tonight

What can I do, to make it right
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?

I hear your voice
And I start to tremble
Brings back the child that, I resemble

I cannot pretend, that we can still be friends
Don't want to be,
Alone tonight

What can I do, to make it right
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?

Oh I want to say this right
And it has to be tonight
Just need you to know, oh yeah

I don't want to live this life
I don't want to say goodbye
With you I wanna spend
The rest of my life

What can I do, to make it right
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?

What can I do, to make it right
Falling so hard so fast this time
Everything's changed, we never knew

How did I fall,
in love ,
with you?

very very sad. and very very miserable.

2006-11-19T00:38:00.000+08:00

went out with jocelyn shopping n jamie said she wanted to come along
sad
i hardly hv jocelyn to myself
n when i finally do
i hv to share her with someone else
this left me feeling really upset
i feel happiest shopping with jocelyn
since we both hate to wander arnd aimlessly
BUT THEN
jamie cut our shopping time in half
n i even had to pay for all her purchases
super upset.. T_T
in e end me n jocelyn didn't even had time to shop for ourselves
cus jamie insisted on gg to every single accessories shop
one dae ruined..
precious time with jocelyn ruined..
super super pissed..

walked frm raffles city to bugis
i admit i'm an idiot
i saw pan pacific n confidently told them
"oh pan pacific is nxt to bugis!!"
n den we walked all e way dere
and oh shit i then realised pan pacific is nxt to marina square T_T
jocelyn went "eh hello NLB is lyk over dere lor!"
*points to some 2 gazillion metres away*
kenna suan-ed all e way
n so by e time we walked to bugis we were half dead..
to think pan pacific is where we're gg to hv our prom..
i'm so blur T_T

*

i'm envying e guys A LOT
at least they are gonna see each other for a few more daes
i wished e gers could go on e trip together too
but den e nxt time we see each other would probably be during prom
and frm e look of our holidae schedules
chalet seems near inpossible or at least it wun take place anytime soon

*
e end of A's turn out really horrible
i'm in no party mood.
but i got jocelyn back at least
or rather she got me back.
until i start working
from now on i'll spent all my time losing weight
n making myself prettier!!
hehe =)

*

apparently some ppl assume
wadever lyrics or stuff i posted on my blog
is directed at them
wishful thinking
n it doesn't help dat they have birdbrains as frens
wadever i chose to post on my blog has nolinkwadsoever to anyone
get a life please.

*

loojeanloojeanloojean.
tingzhutingzhutingzhu =X
mondae!!!
i can't wait. =)

all of us are feeling cheated. very very cheated. and very very unhappy. VERY.

2006-11-15T14:40:00.000+08:00

todae i'm very sure what i'll be doing nxt year.
yes. my physics confirm plus gurantee dead le.
with e amount of blank paper i hand in
i'll be very happy to jus get an O
haiya. sobs. i hate physics. T_T
but it's ok! jus one more paper left.
ONE MORE. holidae planning starts todae =)

*

i found out sth interesting todae
my fone lights up if a msg has smilies
different smilies different colours
so i was scrolling thru all my msges
n my fone jus kept blinking
red purple white blue etc etc etc
so pretty!! =)
ya n i jus found out todae. a bit lag.
but nxt time send me msges with lots of smilies =)

*

some sweet thai girl send my sis a pic of jin
"for ur sister" she said..
when she found out i lyk jin
n she even gave us e password to her forum
dat's lyk super super nice of her!!
if not we would nvr be able to hv access to all e videos n fotos
damn nice ger =)

*

and i'm so irritated
how come i'm still getting teased abt it
not fair
i hated every min of it
n when i kindly tell some ppl to shut up
they pretend to sympathise with me
"oh i noe how u feel...so horrible to always get teased rite"
wah thanks. u're e cause of my misery.
shut up n go away.

actually no i'm not really angry
u jus caught me on a really really really bad dae.
blame it on physics!!
but why can't some ppl jus grow up anyway? =(

我想我會開始想念你
可是我剛剛才遇見了你

2006-11-10T22:51:00.000+08:00

Moon River

Moon River, wider than a mile
I'm crossing you in style some day
Old dream maker
You heartbreaker
Wherever you're going
I'm going your way...
Two drifters off to see the world
There's such a lot of world to see
We're after the same rainbow's end
Waitin' round the bend
My Huckleberry friend
Moon River and me

lyrics for those who hv no idea wad jin is warbling :)
i love this song!!

please let me be selfish for once. just this once. pretty please?

2006-11-09T21:27:00.000+08:00

yay dere's jus 1 week more
n i'll be free!!! =)

Peter Andre - Kiss the Girl

There you see her
Sitting there across the way
She don't got a lot to say
But there's something about her
And you don't know why,
But you're dying to try
You wanna
Kiss the girl

Yes, you want her
Look at her you know you do
Possible she wants you too
But there's one way to ask her
You don't take a word
Not a single word, go on and
Kiss the Girl

Look like the boy too shy
You wanna kiss the girl
Sha la la la la la
Well ain't that sad
Ain't it a shame too bad
You're gonna miss the girl

Now's your moment
Floating in a blue lagoon
Boy you better do it soon
No time would be better
She don't say a word
And she won't say a word until you, kiss the girl

Sha la la la la la
Don't be scared
Go on and move your head
You gotta, kiss the girl
Sha la la la la la
Don't stop now
Don't try to hide it now, you wanna
Kiss the girl
Sha la la la la la
Float on , and listen to the song
You wanna, kiss the girl
Sha la la la la
Let the music play
Do what the music says
You gotta, kiss the girl

曖昧 ambiguity

2006-11-02T23:25:00.000+08:00

i noe i screwed up my gp
so i can only hope everyone else screwed up too =x
let's jus hope e other papers will be better
actually i kinda lyk e period before exams
jus lyk tritri =)
we jus kip mugging mugging mugging
no need to go skool
jus mug everyday
i lyk =)
so monotonous but relaxing
until i get too stressed n go crazy from mugging too much
jus 8 more papers left ppl! jia you!!
may we not turn crazy before e end

some stuff are better left unsaid. so near yet so far

2006-10-29T23:54:00.000+08:00

depression is slowly sinking in as i realise dere's jus 3 more daes to gp
n a week to e other papers T_T
save me pls someone
my mind is jus gg blank
can't remember anything
AARGGHH!! *shrieks*

knock me on e head
i jus wanna play minesweeper e whole dae

*

seems lyk it's jus a question of when
sometimes i rather my expectations NOT be fulfilled.
haiz.
not insecure.
unsafe.

i'll study hard lyk jin too! gambatte u baka! =)

2006-10-21T18:55:00.000+08:00

wah death note rocks man
L n light are both so ingenious
i like i like =)
but e author is e best man
i'll chiong back to e cinemas in dec =)
anyway why slam e shinigami??!!?!?!
he looks so bloody cute lah
adorable albeit cranky characters with very clever plot
MUST WATCH!!!

one more month to freedom =)

2006-10-15T01:28:00.000+08:00

BAKANISHI JIN!!!
please come back please please please T_T

kat-tun can't do without e A
kame needs u
ueda needs u
and I NEED U!!!

=(

shit. felt lyk i jus lost all motivation.
how m i gg to survive if u're not coming back??!!

jin - murasaki

2006-10-14T21:05:00.000+08:00

officially graduated!!
haha
actually e last dae is jus another reason to cam-whore
n hopefully get to take pics with dat guy or ger
lyk adel e lucky one =)

my so-called childhood fren =)
was seriously thinking of posting ur ugly sec 1 ncc pic hehe

n i jus realised we didn't take an all gers foto!! T_T
but this one i lyk alot =)

took so many trying to find some nice angle
haha =)

minna-san!!! good luck for ur A's ppl!! =)
gambatte!!

graduation ~ goodbye is for e sake of our tomorrow

2006-10-04T22:48:00.000+08:00

yay! so fast n thier 3rd album is out again.
hero must hv known he was gg to lose me to akame
so he had to do sth real quick to get me back
as usual his voice is just... *swoons#
HEAVENLY
BUT HERO WAD IN E WORLD DID U DO TO UR HAIR!!!!
u do not do such drastic stuff to get my attention!!!
u're not pretty anymore!!!!
i hate u with short hair =(
wadever happened to my darling hunk with e pretty boi looks??!!
GONE
some ghastly old man possessed him n now he looks so damn pale n sickly
bloody SM evidently refused to let u eat either
now all ur muscles are gone. just bones!!!
arms skinnier den mine i swear!!
I WANNA MY HUNKY PRETTY HERO BACK!!!

got an AO for physics!!!!
totally unexpected.
didn't bother counting my marks cus i thot no point since i was goona fail anyway
den parveena asked me my %
decided to count n realised hottors of horrors i got a 38!!!
horrors becus stupid me was still thinking along e lines of sec skool
n i thot <39 style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">
somebody save me???

BRING BACK OH BRING BACK OH
BRING BACK MY HUNKY HERO TO ME TO ME T_T

2006-09-26T20:41:00.000+08:00

refer to TheNewPaper pg 30 date: 26th Sept
'PRETTY-BOY PUNKS LIGHT UP SEQUEL'
wah this made my day =)
'androgynous Kazuya shines as e brooding boy who would sacrifice himself for friendship'
wah this TOTALLY made my dae =))
ignore e androgynous bit. n stop comparing them wit takuya kimura!!!
takuya is lyk e worst thing to come out of johnny
still i now know why i faithfully buy The NewPaper everyday.
lately every one of my pretty boys has made e news. yay!!!
i love The NewPaper!!
*squeals in delight* ^___^

3 more weeks of skool
couldn't concentrate in class
cus bakanishi jin kips going "car shrimp" over n over again in my head
adorable freak =)

MRS LAMPS!!!
i'll accompany u to some indian cinema nxt may =)
dere's one in bedok!!!

tooth fairy gonna come n give me some coins for my 2 teeth =)

2006-09-24T22:45:00.000+08:00

skool starting again tml
i solemnly swear i will not touch e com
n i shall stop staring at my pretty bois
even thou i noe dat will be e first thing i do tml when i reach home T_T
still i uploaded every cute pic into my fone
so i jus hv to look at my fone to cheer me up
if i get really horrible results
which i noe i'm gonna get cus half my papers are blank =(

still dat's not important.
over den over le.
what's more inportant is e one in november
after which it's e hols! =)
n lotsa time for me to go fangirling. hehe.

i wanna be a pretty boi next time.

2006-09-22T00:02:00.000+08:00

i tend to forget abt my blog when dere's pretty bois =X
aiya.
must switch back to study mode soon
jus when i'm starting to get used to slacking T_T
sit at e com n watch doramas
watch n watch n watch
i wan my pretty bois!! =(

mama's gg out of town
everyone else has to work
yay!
i thot i could rot outside

den mama saes
"when i'm not at home arh, u must take care of everyone okie
cannot make them angry. (-_-lll) stay at home arh. cannot go out.
since u jus finish ur exam no problem rite =)"
so i protest
"HUH! why cannot go out!!
when they go n work no one will be at home wad"
"okie lor but u must reach home before everyone else"
wah this is super unfair T_T

Kame - Kizuna (Bond)
No matter how much they think about what's ahead
No one can see the real thing
Emptiness? Something blocks my heart
I just repeated my mistakes

It's alright to take it one step at a time, not letting go of my hand
Because we can continue living the days that we walked together during
Even if we are drug along until we get worn out
In that place, at that time, there is this undisappearing bond

So that I don't get lost amidst the passing time
I just missed colliding with my true feelings
Her feelings color my heart
Meeting her was the miracle that I was looking for

I could see a light amidst the sadness that was so great
That I couldn't even stand still, because we are connected
It's alright if you lie to me, it's alright if you cry
In that place, at that time, there is this undisappearing bond

It's alright to take it one step at a time, not letting go of my hand
Because we can continue living the days that we walked together during
Even if we are drug along until we get worn out
In that place, at that time, there is this undisappearing bond

ippo zutsu de ii sa kono te wo hanasazu ni

2006-09-16T00:42:00.000+08:00

todae is a bad bad bad bad HORRIBLY bad dae
physics is enuff to kill me
i wonder how i'm gonna pass physics
ARRGHH!!!
save me. T_T

akame =) kame kame kame

2006-09-10T22:38:00.000+08:00

SHINHWA MY DARLINGS!! =)
me crazy actually went to find them
but aiya i only saw jj n mw properly!!
e rest walk past me n i didn't even realised T_T

e nxt dae went to find eric
damn he changed flight!!
waited so bloody long n he didn't walk out
but i waited all e way till nite
finally got to see him
heh so cute =)

i wanna kick e pcc manager
u shitface

saw jael! love u darling! i miss her
my neighbour
haha =)

me upset? dream on.

2006-09-03T19:52:00.000+08:00

good luck for gp ppl =)
i noe i'm so screwed

Bonnie Butterfly*
if u want to feel the same as i do
yes open it widely i'll catch u
cause i love u baby
look at my eyes and kiss me
if u want me to stay i'll be ok
let's make a brand new day for us
cause i love u baby
i'll be with u

i wanna dance lyk jin

2006-09-02T23:30:00.000+08:00

happie b'dae henz! =)
i wonder if u're still bald :)

todae came home early from mugging
becus i wanted to read a lil gp
ended up doing super extensive research on ko-chan
youtube is godsent
i can watch all e decade-old videos!!yay!!

hey i'll hang in there

someday this world that we're together in
will become something that can't be replaced
now and until the day our promise is fulfilled
i'll support u with my hand
i'm going to do it

running

2006-09-01T22:34:00.000+08:00

after 2 daes of slacking
i'm finally mugging properly again!!!
todae got kicked out of everywhere
deli manager tell us to buy food
terrace manager tell us to get lost
T_T

Qian Li Zhi Wai - Jay Chou + Fei YuQing

one of the nicest songs i heard in a really freaking long time
ask me for e song!! =)

his folly my glee ur misery

2006-08-31T16:54:00.000+08:00

todae rain was so heavy
perfect for sleeping
so i slept!

9am: wake up n dawdle around e house
10am: left house to go mug in skool
10.10 am: stood at my void deck staring at e rain
10.20 am: went back home
11 am: sleep

this sums up a wasted dae
but i wanna sleep some more!!!
still staying at home is super unproductive
i shall go back to my airport again

oops i didn't even realise i was supp to go back to cchms todae
dx will so kill me on mon

to the world u might be one person
but to one person u're the world
u're not my world
but u're pretty close =)

2006-08-29T01:03:00.000+08:00

i'll miss bjorn
bjorn!! look wad we wrote on e teacher's dae board
haha
mr bjorn wong o5s304 CT =)
okie i admit i cut myself out of e pic
i hate pictures!!

chiong out so fast todae
if i didn't receive bren's call i would sleep e whole dae
still at least gg to skool is better den slacking e whole dae at home
was intending to go airport but in e end stayed in skool e whole dae

need to find a new mugging place cus deli is getting irritating
used to be super quiet
now it's freaking noisy
when scouting dat dae
spent one hour touring e entire airport
okie not e entire area
n found a really super nice place but it's freaking small

n hongji i so wanna murder u :)
okie actually i'm not pissed with u anymore
ivan cheered me up! ivan rocks!

disillusions are my best form of happiness

2006-08-20T23:35:00.000+08:00

i started e dae pissed
den it quickly turned to grief
followed by elation
and the dae ended in peace
phew.
too much emotions todae.

and yes joycie faraday rocks
my new idol.
well anione who can fall passionately in love with physics is my idol
mr se not included.
i hope we get to finish watching e video
cus faraday rox =)
einstein can jus get lost.

i decided!
i'll sing this song on my wedding dae!
provided someone wans me =)
n my fiance n all e guests dun mind my horrible singing =)

Heaven

Oh, thinking about our younger years
There was only you and me
We were young and wild and free
Now, nothing can take you away from me
We've been down that road before
But that's over now
You keep me coming back for more

Cause baby, you're all that I want
When you're lying here in my arms
I'm finding it hard to believe
We're in heaven
And love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven

Oh, once in your life you find someone
Who will turn your world around
Pick you up when you'e feeling down
Now, nothing can change what you mean to me
There's a lot that I could say
But just hold me now
Cause our love will light the way

Cause baby, you're all that I want
When you're lying here in my arms
I'm finding it hard to believe
We're in heaven
And love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven

I've been waiting for so long
For something to arrive
For love to come along
Now our dreams are coming true
Through the good times
And the bad
I'll be standing there by you

Baby, you're all that I want
When you're lying here in my arms
I'm finding it hard to believe
We're in heaven
And love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven

ohh ohh ohh
ohh ohh ohh
we're in heaven

when i was crying on e bus
i started thinking of people whom i thot could cheer me up
no one could. not even u. den i thot of someone far away.
only hero could stop my tears n bring a smile to my face.

2006-08-17T22:47:00.000+08:00

happie b'dae kc! =)

funnie raymond
u blur sotong u
i dunno if i shud be be angry or jus laugh at u =)

tuo qiang shi jie ending is crap
where got this kind of stupid ending wan?!?!?
they better come out with a 5th season
or else...or else i sit in my room n cry =)
haha.
at least now i can really concentrate on my books
no need to rush home to watch tv

i used to tell joycie dat she's thinking too much
now i noe how she feels
i'm e one who's driving myself nuts too
i jus can't help it
all these seemingly ridiculous scenes kip playing in my head
i think i'm gg bonkers or sth
i dunno if it was a blessing or a curse
becus e happiness was so short-lived
but den i start to worry n everything goes downhill
my imagination gets on my nerves.

i love thursdays becus i get to see e gers.
thursday's breaks are meant for gossips n bitching
n gg crazy over our heroes n lampards n kims n villas.
but only 1 week of skool left
too fast.
i hvn enjoyed this yr yet =(
pls let this 1 week go by slowly.

dat dae arrived!! but i'm still not happie. why?

2006-08-13T22:43:00.000+08:00

yay mugging week this whole week
plus quality time spent with bren n adel
plus e other gers =)
haha

so nice gers mugging session
aiya tritri nxt time k? =)
emily look so cute with her cult color shorts haha.
n joycie look so hot. =)
den ytd went mug with adel at airport
aft dat we went bedok to eat dinner
so nice...ahma n granddotx bonding session
must kip in touch with e youngsters or else ahma will grow old
haha
den todae ate e gratin meal with bren!!!!
whahaha..
i figured if i save all e money spent buying garlic bread
i can buy another gratin meal
yes so i shall save becus e gratin rox! =)

looking forward to skool?
i thinketh nay.
but den i'm only left with 2 weeks
i quote bren: ""gogogo~!"
haha =)

vincent is back!!!
n he came back with gifts for me =)
kids size shorts.
thanks.
go all e way to australia to buy me kids size shorts.
diaox.

things been so perfect this week =)
except this fella kips popping out n even assaulted my sleep
thanks. my only private time n i hv to see u. T_T
aiya i noe i'm bad
but i've no idea why too. haha. =)

omg e paris hilton song is stuck in my head
haha...i have no idea why
but i kip singing it
jocelyn saes: "this proves u're a bimbo"
dots...
nice tune mah =)
even thou e gods are crazy
even thou e stars r blind

Selena - Dreaming of You
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you and I wish on a star
That somewhere you are thinking of me too

'Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight
'Til tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me

Wonder if you ever see me and I wonder if you
Know I'm there (Am I there)
If you looked in my eyes would you see what's inside
Would you even care

I just wanna hold you close but so far
All I have are dreams of you
So I wait for the day and the courage to say
How much I love you, yes i do!

I'll dreaming of you tonight
'Til tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me

(BRIDGE)
Ahh-Ahh
I can't stop dreaming of you
I can't stop dreaming
I can't stop dreaming of you

Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And I still can't believe that
You came up to me and said
I love you
I love you too

I'll be dreaming with you tonight
'Til tomorrow and for all of my life
And there's nowhere in the world l'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming with you endlessly

2006-08-10T06:58:00.000+08:00

happy national day!
haha..i dun think anyone really cares
when we got our a's to worry abt
waS LISTENING to the entire parade on 89.7 fm
yes the tv mobile channel
cus i was mugging outside n dere was no tv
so e commentaries were describing the parade
but i had no idea wad they were talking abt
but at least i got to hear some national day songs =)
kaira gong isn't dat bad a singer
i think they picked e rite person =)

anyone has high skool musical??!
missed it twice alrdy
so irritated
den i thot i watch on youtube but e quality sux!!
really really wanna watch
e songs are damn nice! =)

gers mugging dae on fridae! =)
i think it'll be full of cam-whoring and gossips
haha

waiting? for dat dae. i'll wait.

2006-08-08T22:55:00.000+08:00

oops i forgot i had a blog =X

i miss cchms ndp
e whole skool will get so high
mj ndp is boring n horrible
it was still a nice 2 hrs
haha
it was worth gg lah =)
one week is long man..

look. turn. call. ignore.
my fault T_T

mugged with adeline at airport todae
so quiet =)
dunno bjorn n eekee come for wad
eat a bit den cam-whore a bit den left liao
diaox.
saw weiwei!! wah i miss her..
weiwei why leave so early =(
saw christopher huanzhi n james too
was trying not to let them see me
haha.
wah dunno wad chris did to his hair
it looks horrible =)

yay we got long break
but still hv to mug lah
not nice =(

Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start

2006-07-28T20:16:00.000+08:00

my music is on at full blast
but i can still hear irritating 70's songs from my dad's room
omg. help!! =)

yay i finished planning my timetable!!
but i'll have to sacrifice quite a lot of topics i think.
kinda screwed.
i jus hv to mug continuously non-stop for e nxt 3 mths.
mugmugmug.
mugmugmug.
till i drop down n die from too much information.
~ester polymers carboxylic acid amino acids 1,2,3,4,5,6-gazillionchloridephenylaminocarboxyblahblahblah
~newton's dunno how many million laws
~mean estimate population proportion n wadever else
arh!! wad e hell..

haha tritri and adeline has been influenced greatly
welcome to the tvxq club!! =)
soon those 2 gers will be as crazy as me and emily.
lol. as long as they dun take hero away from me =)

so wasted lah todae shud have chiong with astri go take bus sia
WASTED. T_T

2006-07-27T21:55:00.000+08:00

yay
tennis todae
li huan sae i've got a nice backhand
my forehand is horrible so need conpensation =)

tml is fridae
fridae rox lah!
i dun mind maths tests =)

fridae fridae fridae fridae fridae =)

2006-07-23T21:15:00.000+08:00

20 daes before vincent comes back.
6 weeks to prelims.
5 days to saturday.
10 days to my phone bill =X
3 months to A's.
12 hours to skool.
20 hours to end of skool.
4 months to freedom.
9 hours left to sleep.
Zzzz..

my life is monotonous.
i'm becoming u
'and he's longing to know why'
i dun understand either.

*

i jus met another crazy fan thru friendster
yay emily! free pics to steal =)

i miss waffle dreams. i owe bren a treat. i owe jocelyn a treat too. =)

2006-07-22T01:17:00.000+08:00

my favorite songs rite now =)

SHE - Bu Xiang Zuo Ni De Peng You

how apt.
p.s. anyone noes who's e guy? damn familiar.

William So - Wu Fa Kai Ko

Xiao Tian and Qiao Qiao - San Ge Zi

must listen to this!! =) from green forest my home ost.

i wanna to talk to u again
would u give me a chance?

2006-07-15T19:55:00.000+08:00

happie b'dae adeline! our pretty princess =)
dat guy roxs!
i'm waiting for U to do e same too
in my dreams maybe.

despite having studied near katong for four years i rarely walk around dere
it's really nice actually.
so many funky shops
plus parkway's changed!
it's got so many cute shops now
i swear aft my a's is over
i'm gonna chiong out n go buy clothes
i do not lyk facing a dying wardrobe =)

got back my results
EOF
better den expected
but stilll pretty horrible
i have 4 more months
and den everything is going to be over!
i'm looking forward to prom!
to e super long hols!
to chalets!
to hang out with e gers!
yup.
jus 3 more months.
i think i can live with it
=)

no more saturday dinner treats

2006-07-10T23:21:00.000+08:00

koped from loo
i miss e gers :)

france lost
sad.
i'll miss darling zizou
n oliver kahn
i'm so glad he got to play in germany's last match in e tournament
good end to his career =)

aiya i failed chem
n i dun think i'll pass physics either
maths looks dead too.
triple Fs!!
wah...i hvn got such disgusting grades yet till now
rocks totally.

so i forced myself out of my house during e weekend
n mugged!!
in tampines library with jocelyn
it's super perfect dere
so quiet
means i can save money on batteries for my mp3
n dere's plenty of power plugs for laptop users
but NO FREE INTERNET ACCESS
T_T
plus lots of irritating aunties who bring e whole week worth of newspapers
to e library to read
lyk hello?!?!?
read at home pls
some horrible auntie even told me she chopped e place alrdy
n told me to go somewhere else
mortified.
i am surprised i didn't slapped her.

i swear when i become an old auntie
i will not behave so disgustingly
i will be a nice sweet wise old lady
lyk i've always been
speaking of which
I AM AN OLD AHMA!!
i'm 81!!
this ahma is veri elegant n sophisicated rite?? =)

i'm jus glad u're alive. and breathing. and well. i hope?

2006-07-08T00:45:00.000+08:00

happie b'dae chenglooloo!!
omg she's gonna whack me for calling her looloo

happie b'dae edmund!!
my dear boi loves me more then bren =)

was supposed to meet grace n flora at east coast mac
despite hving been dere a gazillion times
i can nvr remember where e underpass is
so aft i got down e bus i decided to follow some woman
who looked lyk she was gg to east coast too
den i stupidly decide to go my own way n got lost
omg
turns out e woman went e rite way afterall
cus when i finally caught sight of e underpass
she was alrdy gg down e stairs
pekchek-ness
if only i followed her
i got a horrific sense of direction
T_T

but i manage to find e mama shop
where me van wei n char bought e potato buns with no potatoes
lol
it's still dere!! =)

loo was so stunned to see us =)
her chalet so many ppl!!
why so many superband ppl but no milubing?!?! why loo??
haha...
loojean u better not forget our b'daes =)
n grow up lah!!!
u're 18!!
so old!!
dress mature but still behave lyk gi-na
n dun get cake all over ur face again =)

i kip avoiding. cus i dun noe wad else to do.

2006-07-02T23:17:00.000+08:00

they finally showed PS I LOVE U!!
waited really long to watch it
but e ending was such a disappointment
e acting wasn't dat bad actually
(i'm being biased cus dere's qiu ze)
n i cried a lot
but e stupid ending jus left me n vincent cursing e show

if xiaoyue n xin were alrdy together
den why show e ending with xiaoyue n feng??!!?
diaox.
dun understand at all

but if i had a angel lyk xin i would nvr get angry with him
too adorable
which angel will listen n obey ur every word
n even paint n deco ur house as a present??
even though he's nerdy but i think nerdy guys r super adorable!
i dun mind if he can draw as well as xin too! =)

only in tv.
sobs.

*

all my favourite teams hv gone home
so e world cup doesn't interest me anymore
my red devils n my oranje exited lyk damn early
den even england lost too!
i'm only supporting england cus christiano ronaldo irritates e hell out of me
but i'm really surprised
i can't believe france is gg into e semis
shit them. #$^$@&#&
but den even if england won they wouldn't make it past e semis
rooney is out beckham is dead owen has gone home
who else can they depend on?!
crouch has been great so far but he can't do it on his own
n e other forwards hv not been able to prove themselves worthy of being in e team
watch an england highlights special yesterdae
n actually they played really badly this year
they had millions, gazillions even, opportunities to score in all e matches
but they missed everytime
n robinson has got to be e lousiest goalkeeper in e tournament
hello?!?!
lyk he's supposed to catch e ball during e penalty shootout?!?!
all he did was stand n watch e ball go past him
he didn't even bother stretching his hands
i wonder wad's he doing in germany??
is dere a lack of goalkeepers back in england??
as much as i hate to admit it
portugal did deserve to win e penalty shootout
all thanks to ricardo

so now portugal n france will play each other
eew yucks
this is one match i wun be watching
my 2 most hated teams
so i'm hoping either italy or germany wins e world cup
actually no i dun wan italy to win
those sore losers kept complaining foul when
ahn jung hwan kicked them out of e tournament 4 yrs ago
so GERMANY MUST WIN!!!!
9 july!!

*

i dun think i'll do well for mid yr
even though i had so much time during e hols
i spent most of my time drifting
aiya.

but surprisingly for e first time
i actually think i can pass physics!
yay!
but den again dere wasn't enuff time to complete e paper
aiyo.
i'm gonna get triple Fs
okie mayb not so bad
maybe e skool will burn down n all our test papers will be gone
maybe =)

i thot of u. wad a nightmare.

2006-06-19T23:00:00.000+08:00

oh i'm finally home =)

all e kids were staying tgt at edwin's place
while all e adults went on cruise
slumber party!!
it gets a lil crazy thou
when all e lil kids are enjoying their holidaes
n i still hv to mug
n den e kids come bugging me to do their science cards for them
T_T

den when e adults came back all of us went to celebrate father's dae tgt =)
occupied e whole back row of jack's place
teckteng was dere too
i think we were e noisest
e kids were introducing youtube to e adults
asking them to go watch those funnie videos
den all of us were creating a din in jack's place
diaox. lol

hvn seen much of my abc
so yay i got to see them last fridae
but i din't mug with them aiya
i'm missing them
one week more of hols T_T

9 daes is really long =(

2006-06-19T10:43:00.000+08:00

DRAWDRAWDRAWDRAWDRAW!!!!! =)

omg i still can't believe it
when horrible henry scored at e 9th min i thot korea was dead
i hate thierry henry. period.
e match was super boring!! wad happen to e taeguk warriors??!!
plus ahn only got to play e last 20 mins
diaox. =(

but den park js scored!! so so so tyco!!
i was stunned for a few mins
den i went screaming into my room
n my sister started jumping arnd with me
yay =)

so it was a draw
so now korea has 4 pts
which puts them in e lead
cheer pls =)
they are still leading!!

i love e look on Domenech face
priceless

EMILY!! i didn't see e bois last nite. tv crew is lousy!!

2006-06-14T22:59:00.000+08:00

yay i'm gg crazy!! =)
korea won! woo!
ahn jung hwan scored!! yay!!
dat's really important to me =)
cus e veri first world cup match i watched was e italy v korea match in 2002
and so i started watching soccer matches bcus of ahn jung hwan =)

but he became so lousy aft 2002
jus kept drifting frm club to club
i thot he wouldn't be selected this yr
so i was so happie
but den ytd he wasn't in e starting line-up
and when he finally got to play
he was so clumsy kept falling and he even tripped over e ball
i was lyk OMG WAD HAPPEN TO HIM
gotten fat and clumsy
i miss e ahn of 2002
but still he didn't disappoint! =)

still i dun think e korea team will go far
mayb they wun even win against france
but i'll kip hoping! =)
plus e guys are going down to support them on mondae!!
so i'll definitely stay awake to watch e match =)

DAE HAN MIN GUK!

2006-06-13T03:32:00.000+08:00

why did japan lose!?!?!
so upset
horrible
australia is so freaking tyco!!
jus lyk our vj match
3 goals in e last 10 mins
stunned
T_T

my currrent favorite boi
is holland's edwin van der sar
not bcus he's cute lah (he's not!)
but he's damn cool on e pitch
his goalkeeping rox
so zai =)

*

e one ride i hate most is e teacup
basically e ride where u sit in a cup-shaped thingie n kip gg round and round
wow~ lol
dat's lyk e mildest ride
but i hv no idea why
i can take any crazy rides
but not e teacup
i hate teacups
they make me sick :)

19th june :)

2006-06-08T15:31:00.000+08:00

aiya boring holidaes.
but got world cup!
yay!

ya lah duh my fav team is gg to be korea lah
esp since dbsk is singing e world cup song this year!! =)
plusplus e gers saes it reminds them of e vj match =)
i quote bren: "hero is e girliest but he has e manliest voice" =)
lol

enjoy! =)

dbsk keeps me sane =)

2006-06-05T21:28:00.000+08:00

mugged at whitesands mac todae
so unconducive
so inaccesible somemore
i prefer airport =)
plus so many j1s
so noisy
n remind me of how fun ltc was somemore
shit them lah =)

this morning i remembered wad happened on board e ship
me mummy n jocelyn shared a room so dere was an xtra bed (four beds in a cabin)
jamie (my cousin) wanted to sleep in our room so we let her hv e top bed
wrong decision!!
wad happened e next morning scared e shit wits heart lungs liver etc out of me
at abt 6am i woke up
happened to look up n realise jamie was sitting, back facing me, on her bed
from my bed i can get a really clear view of her
was wondering why she was awake
den my mum came out frm e toilet
n here's wad really happened:

jamie started tying her hair
my mum called out to her asking her why she was alrdy awake
jamie ignored her and suddenly she started pointing at e ceiling
mummy kept calling out to her telling her to go back to sleep
den jamie jus dropped down on her bed n started shaking
at dat time i thought: "OMG SHE'S POSSESSED!!"
jocelyn was petrified bcus from her bed she couldn't really see wad was happening
mummy told me to call e other cabins n i was so flustered i could't remember all e numbers
i jus kept pressing numbers calling up all my cousins' cabins
NO ONE PICKED UP!! all e sleepy pigs @$%!
mummy ran out n started banging on their doors
jocelyn went over to jamie's bed n started calling out to her
den her parents n grandma finally woke up n came to our cabin
my uncle turned her over
(jocelyn sae it was e most traumatic experience she had
she couldn't sleep properly dat nite bcus when she close her eyes this is wad she saw)
jamie was foaming
my mum and aunt jus went limp
a patrol guard called e doctor for us
and WTH e bloody doctor was sleeping
so they just send a nurse over
at some point jamie stopped shaking
but she still couldn't recognize anyone
when e nurse finally came all she did was take some temperature readings
so horrible
wad happen was jamie was having fits
okie so she wasn't possessed but at that time
it didn't occur to me dat she was hving fits lah
plus her behavior was so erratic
when she was finally concious i asked her if she was aware of her actions
n she said she didn't dun remember tying her hair n wadever
scary

so this sums up my cruise trip =)

*

oh shit i jus found out
hero doesn't lyk ppl to call him pretty
alamak
den lyk dat i insult him lyk everyday eh
so bad
okie i swear i'll try to remember hero's not a ger
TRY =)

my few minutes of happiness

2006-06-04T23:51:00.000+08:00

jocelyn jus bought a new laptop yesterdae
korkor jus bought a psp last week

so mummie thot i would feel left out and asked me wad i wanted
i told her i wanted 3 As =)
lol..all those materialistic stuff dun matter to me now
plus aniwae they'll let me use it
haha...i hogged e psp e whole dae
n korkor didn't even complain
n jocelyn kips saying "u can use it sometimes u noe"
haha so sweet :)

but wad makes me feel proud of them is dat
they bought all these stuff with their own money
both of them are really independant
they refuse to take money from my parents
and have been supporting themselves since they graduated from sec skool
i'm e only one in e family who is still depending on my parents for money :(
(bcus i dun work lah! no time!)
while everyone else works to pay for their own stuff
korkor n jocelyn are always paying for me
n i think sometimes my mum is really proud of them
cus they aren't lyk those who only sponge off their parents
n make their parents pay for every single thing

i wanna be lyk them too :)
be responsible for myself
afterall my parents didn't have us
so they can work their asses off to pay for our every wants
i love my siblings! =)

contented and blissfully happie. make things stay this way forever.

2006-06-03T22:00:00.000+08:00

holidae!! =)

mugmugmug.
pack my wardrobe
go out n get a life
woo! =)

anyone wans to watch she's e man?

i've stopped thinking. so maybe u dun matter anymore